Aphex Twin - Blue Calx

  • overcoming fear of the unknown, episode 1.

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    • overthinking my furry self again. my heart is pounding.

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  • I play Blue Calx.

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    • as the first notes come in, I sense warm feeling, as if being hugged by someone. “it’s gonna be okay…”

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      • “you’ve been through much mental stress before. but this… there’s no need to panic.”

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      • they takes me outside to appreciate the city lights. we fly high up into the sky to watch from above.

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    • the warm distortion of the tape gives me a sense of nostalgia.

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      • I am relieved to be in the place I am right now.

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    • as the notes fade away for a moment, only the metronome remains. it makes me feel empowered, but scared. “will it really be okay?”

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      • “look at everyone around you. struggling just as much as you are. you are not alone in this.”

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      • the notes come back in to hug me again. the warm embrace of the other part of my self.

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    • the metronome starts fading away. it really is going to be okay.

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  • thank you, Richard.

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  • my heart’s still pounding, but hearing this track made me feel a little better about myself.

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