Aphex Twin - Blue Calx

overcoming fear of the unknown, episode 1.
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- overthinking my furry self again. my heart is pounding.
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I play Blue Calx.
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- as the first notes come in, I sense warm feeling, as if being hugged by someone. “it’s gonna be okay…”
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  - “you’ve been through much mental stress before. but this… there’s no need to panic.”
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  - they takes me outside to appreciate the city lights. we fly high up into the sky to watch from above.
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- the warm distortion of the tape gives me a sense of nostalgia.
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  - I am relieved to be in the place I am right now.
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- as the notes fade away for a moment, only the metronome remains. it makes me feel empowered, but scared. “will it really be okay?”
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  - “look at everyone around you. struggling just as much as you are. you are not alone in this.”
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  - the notes come back in to hug me again. the warm embrace of the other part of my self.
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- the metronome starts fading away. it really is going to be okay.
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thank you, Richard.
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my heart’s still pounding, but hearing this track made me feel a little better about myself.
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© riki moe / リキ萌

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